Telling James

So I kept going back and forth in my mind when and how to tell James. I found out on sunday the 8th and his birthday was friday the 13th. So Thursday during afternoon Sandy said to tell him that night that way he has time to digest. I thought it was a good idea that way he could talk to his friends on his weekly friday night dates in the garage with them.During my break from work I went to the mall and bought a "I love Johnny Cash" Onsie and wrapped it. After I got home from work I told him that he should open up on eof his gifts. He said I don't want to it's not my birthday. I was like come on. So he finally agreed, when he pulled the onsie out it was folded so he didn't see the bottom part. He just kindda stared at it, not getting it. I said we are pregnant. James internalizes everything so he just sat there taking it in. I told him our first doctors appointment is Monday June 6th and the due date should be about Jan. 12th. So finally the cat was out of the bag. Now I couldn't wait to tell my parents.

Guess What !!!!!

I havn't written in a long time because there really wasn't anything to write about. I didn't want to jinx anything. So as of Sunday May 8th I found out that I was 4 weeks and 4 days pregnant. I found out on Mothers Day, what a great day to find out. I havn't told James or my parents yet because I want to wait till Sunday ( A week and 4 days after my missed period) to make sure that I am def. pregnant.
   I decided to take a pregnacy test on Sunday and literally within FIVE SECONDS it came back VERY positive. I thought that it can't be because they say atleast a min to see results. So a couple hours later I took another one and within TEN SECONDS it came back positive. I was excited but I didn't/don't want to get my hopes up. I really wanted to tell my mom  that day (what a great mothers day) but I didn't want to get anyones hopes up till atleast a week after to make sure that it's really happening.
   OMG is it painstakingly hard not to tell anyone. So I waited till Sandy would get home, but she got home late. I was going to tell her monday. I took a picture of the test so that way I can send it out to people when it's safe to tell people. So I went to Sandy's and told her to look at this picture I took, she got this HUGE smile on her face, congratulated me and gave me a hug. She was at work and  I didn't want to keep her long. Plus I was waiting for Christina and Claudia to come get me.
   I also texted my friend Shanon to tell her because I was the very first person she told when she was pregnant with her kids so I wanted to do the same.
            Christina showed up and we were in my room waiting for Claudia and I just handed her the stick and it took her a second and she was like no way and she gave me a huge hug and we teared up. It was so nice. Then Claudia came into the room and I did it the same way and she jumped up and gave me a huge hug and teared up which made me tear up. It was so nice celerbrating with them.  We went on our way to grab Jamaica and they told me I had to tell her because they couldn't not talk about it. So I told Jamaica and she said the funniest thing, she got this huge smile and said "OMG HOW?" We all started cracking up laughing and asked if we really needed to explain it to her (She has FOUR boys) So the girls were planining everything, what SHE (yes they already "KNOW" it's going to be a girl hehe) going to wear, where we will give birth, and everything. What great friends.
   I also couldn't keep it from my friend and neighbor Amanda. Man this is the hardest secret to keep hahaha. Now I am trying to figure out how and when to tell James. Because I really want to tell my parents. I will be 5 weeks tomorrow. So I can't wait to tell them and to let James know. I don't know if I can hold off a month or so telling other people. I just want to share this good news with everyone but I want to make sure everything is ok and we don't lose the baby.
   That's where I am at now wanting to tell the world and having to wait. According to the chinese chart it is suppose to be a girl and my due date should be Thursday January 12th 2012. WOW